Insecurity

After being back from Hong Kong, mental condition, I used to have before going to HK, comes back. The insecurity, the low self-esteem, and the lack of confidence. I think it has something to do with women, who I tries to please, who I hope to be close with. My social life in NCTU is always a sausage fest. It's a comfort zone I missed during exchange in HK, however, now a place I want to get away.