There is always a period of time, usually in the middle of semester, during which I'd get really pessimistic, and lack motivation. I don't know why this phenomenon keep happening, even thought I know it seriously drags me down. The moister, always-clouded days and the mosquito-haunting nights just worsen my mental condition. I started to stay up very late in order to feel tired enough to completely ignore the mosquitoes. I hope after I wrote this log, I can regain my motivation. Actually, speaking of which, maybe it's time to exam the current motivation.
I think I know what I have to do, or do I?
More pain, more gain.
